January 2011
I want a New Years kiss, so badly. How cliché right? Damn it.
Jan 1st
Anonymous asked: Cryptic, wistful, reflective.
Jan 1st
Anonymous asked: You're amazing, no matter what happens or what people say... don't ever forget that. By the way smile is gorgeous. =)
Jan 1st
The only New Years resolution I can think of is to be a better friend.
Jan 1st
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What's the deal with your walls? Do you not have...
I posted a photo on my 365, http://365project.org/meowjosen/365/2010-11-30 It’s just the wall separating my brother & I’s room. Ask, tell, show.
Dec 31st
I’m awake. I feel defeated. I am exhausted. I feel like a bad person. Once again I’ve let my emotions get the best of me & I think I drove someone away. I should be used to it by now but I’m not. Everything hurts. I wish I knew how to control myself. I wish I knew when to shut my mouth. I never want to wake up feeling like this again. I never want to make myself vulnerable...
Dec 31st
I'm so fucking stupid
That’s never going to change. 
Dec 31st
Anonymous asked: why are you such an asshole in responding to questions? you seem like a total bitch when you do.
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Anonymous asked: why are you such an asshole in responding to questions? you seem like a total bitch when you do.
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 stfuthnxz replied to your post: What am I doing wrong?I think, that we are thinking the same thing. About ourselves, obviously not about each other though  Maybe =/
Dec 31st
What am I doing wrong?
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where does meowjones come from
Haha, meowjones Ask, tell, show.
Dec 31st
Anonymous asked: Gorgeous, smart, funny.
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Anonymous asked: Gorgeous, smart, funny.
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Anonymous asked: Lost, Confused, Hurt.
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Anonymous asked: Why are you always upset? Honestly?
Dec 31st
Great
My brother built a bunk bed in his room so now he can stand on top of it & look over the wall into my room. Privacy runs rampant up in this bitch. 
Dec 31st
Anonymous asked: Lost, Confused, Hurt.
Dec 31st
Anonymous asked: Why are you always upset? Honestly?
Dec 31st
Describe me in three words →
Dec 31st
More Thoughts
Every morning when I wake up, my entire body hurts as if I had been tensed up all night. I have bad dreams almost every night, sometimes I don’t know what’s worse, being awake or asleep. My dad just texted me asking if I was okay. I cried at dinner tonight when he was trying to make me laugh. It wasn’t his fault, but I had a flashback or whatever & I lost control of my...
Dec 31st
Thoughts
I’m hungry for another chicken sandwich I miss having a hot tub. I want to sit in warm water right now, but our bathtub is absolutely disgusting. I colored my hair, whitened my teeth, showered, shaved, exfoliated, & moisturized. I love all my animals. I need to remember to charge my camera battery for tomorrow’s party. Need to choose which outfit I want to wear tomorrow. ...
Dec 31st
Anonymous asked: do you have a job? go to school? anything productive in your life?
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Anonymous asked: do you have a job? go to school? anything productive in your life?
Dec 30th
Radio: ...ride the white horse...
Grandpa: This is kind of a neat song
Radio: ...ride the white pony...
Grandpa: I bet this is one of them drug songs
Radio: rich.... bitch....
Grandpa: Yep, it's a drug song
Radio: ride the white horse...
Grandpa: I kind of like this song, it's different
Dec 30th
“Oh hey look! A fox! …. Oh wait… No, that’s a mudflap.”
– Grandpa
Dec 30th
The news is funny today.
brittanyannlong: They start the broadcast off by doing a recap of all the Des Moines’ homicides of 2010. While talking about one that happened very recently, they show an interview with someone who had been with the victim and the killer prior to the murder. During her interview she says “He gave her the look like he was gonna hit her later.” That just struck me as hilarious. I’m still laughing...
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I don't know how to cope anymore.
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Theres a difference between being curvy and fat.....
Meh, such as, all fat girls are curvy, but all curvy girls aren’t fat? Whatever, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. As long as you’re healthy, I don’t really care. Ask, tell, show.
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