December 2009
It's a new year
Perhaps I should congratulate myself on making it through 2009. It was a rough year. It’s just sort of sad realizing that the year of my graduation from high school is ending. Therefore closing an era of my life officially. I do wonder what 2010 shall bring.
The Mission- Puscifer
Llamas
Alex: Hey Alexa, check out this picture!
Lexa: I fucking love-
Lexa: OH. MY. GOD. It's in a house!!!
“We can just rock band it.”
– Jared Frank (Meaning to say “Garageband it”)
I love...
M.A.C. matte lipsticks. Well all of their lipsticks, but for some reason I am drawn to the matte finish more often than not. Lipstick, in my opinion, is a good look for me. I think it has something to do with having lips that look bee-stung.
Black eyeliner. Any kind really, as long as I can twist it out. My favorite though is MAC’s fluidline in blacktrack. I can create the perfect cat...
Goals for the New Year
-Paint, draw, think, read, dance EVERYDAY. No more laying in bed being sad, it’s time to get up and go.
-Let go of the last year. Forgive, forget, move on. Let go of the bitch, let go of the other bitch, let go of the asshole.
-Smile.
-Get a better job or go to school or move onto something amazing. (Really I want to go to school, I do so want to learn. Every day I feel sad because I am...
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Wildcat-Ratatat
I don't even like animals
But I have adopted an eighteen year old cocker spaniel named Brandi. Her owners wanted to euthanize her simply for peeing in the house sometimes. I thought that was silly, so I asked them if I could take her home and keep her in my basement, they said yes. I’m not sure if I’m going to be okay with this when I wake up in the morning, but I didn’t know how else I could save her, I...
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I wish I had Internet at my house. I’m a bad tumblr-er… I am loving my new camera. Today I let myself have some gifts and bought myself some MAC and some boots. Ahh. I shloves them.
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Happy Christmas
I can’t wait to give everyone their gifts. I just hope no one is disappointed. I tried as hard as I could. I haven’t purchased anything for myself in the last few weeks. I’ve even forgone grocery shopping in order to afford gifts for everyone. I wasn’t too creative this year, I just got things that made sense. I hope everyone will be happy tonight and tomorrow.
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I don’t want to be a clingy girlfriend. I do like being alone, I like having time to myself and time with my friends, my family, but I can’t help but miss you more than anything every time you are away. This is strange for me. Thank you for taking me to the doctor today, thank you for getting my prescriptions and making me food. You’re the sweetest guy. I wish you were going to...
I think if I had to choose, I would be invisible. Yes, I believe I will do that.
Playing Apples to Apples with my friends and laughing a lot. One of the best ways to spend an evening.
I love talking to british men over the telephone. Sexy accents ahoy!
Maybe my mom is right. My depression/anxiety combo is getting to the point where I have panic attacks in the middle of the night, and I’m scared to sleep alone. I’m throwing a fit like a five year old, but my heart hurts. My boyfriend is postponing his return to Des Moines another day because he wants to spend time with another girl. Earlier I was trying to be cool about it, but I am...
I want the dress Cheryl Hines is wearing on the Tonight Show, it’s so gorgeous.
